Greg

I am currently sitting here at Grandma Helen’s house, my soon-to-be fiance’s grandmother’s house.  Greg is supposed to be leaving tomorrow for two months to go work in North Carolina for two months.  That’s two months that I won’t see my person, my partner, my best friend and love of my life.  I know he is going to he can step up and provide for me and so he can invest in our future, but it’s so hard.  We aren’t like other couples.  We enjoy each other’s company and would be together 24/7 if we could be.  We get along so well and don’t like being separated.  This is unlike any relationship.  We just love each other and enjoy being together.

Greg is more business-minded when it comes to the emotions of the upcoming journey.  I am more emotional. I am dreading him leaving in the morning.  I wish there were a way for him to be able to make just as much money right by my side.  I am going to miss him so much.  This isn’t like my usual entries.  I just needed a way to let out my feelings without vocalizing my weakness.  I am going to miss him more than words can express.  He’s going to be gone for Thanksgiving as well.  It’s crazy that you don’t think about how much you care about someone until a situation or circumstance causes you to have to allow your feelings to surface.  I didn’t realize how much I enjoy just being around him, how much I rely on his company and how much I care about him until he was leaving.  I am going to have to learn how to let him go for long periods of time since he is going to be gone for tours and conferences one day.  Ugh, there really is no real point for readers to read this entry.  I am merely feeling vulnerable and sad that my love it leaving for a time.  I know that distance makes the heart grow fonder, but I don’t know how much more fond of him I can get.  I absolutely adore this man.  Which this is a good thing for our future, but for now, it just stinks.

Gregory Jones Jr.  I love you so much, and you mean the world to me.  You are a true God-send, and I thank God for you every day.  You are exactly what I need, and I can’t wait for what the Lord has for our future.  Life is going to be incredible with you, Bryson, Brynlee, Grayson and Grace Lynn.  Just writing that out makes my heart jump for joy.  God is so good to us, and we have something incredible.  I love you more than words can express.  You are the ONLY man that I want to be with.  No one else.  Just you.  I pray every day that the Lord keeps you safe and blesses you.

Well, that’s all.  I just had to get this off my chest since I am not the greatest at expressing my feelings.   Very simply put, I love you, Greg!

That is all.